Tuesday, September 6, 2011



Honestly, what a beautiful movie. I have never felt so identified with a movie like I did with this one. 
Talking about being depressed, without a reason, without any excuse like, "my dad hits me" or "somebody raped me when I was a child". Talking about that feeling that kills you and you don't know how to make it go.  Talking about wondering how the fuck you ended up that way, cause you didn't ask for it, cause it seems like there's no reason. You're stupid and worse... you're depressed.
This movie made me want to run right to a hospital, not just for a few days, but for years. I want to be in a hospital for many years. I want to get away from these people I will never be able to trust, to love.
It hurts every fucking day, and I hurt myself every fucking day because I always feel like this ain't gonna end any soon. 
And this movie made me want to ask for help.
So, wish me luck.

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